I used to almost bound out of bed.
Bring on the morning!
Let's get this day started!
I was super chatty and honestly Michael had to be wishing he had a remote so he could mute me at times.
I used to get up at 4:30, get things done around the house and start work at 6 a.m.
Enter midlife.
My mornings are now in s-l-o-w m-o-t-i-o-n.
No longer do I bound out of bed. I wake up, look at the clock, and go back to sleep.
"Bring on the morning" is now "bring on a few more minutes of sleep."
"Let's get this day started" is now "let's wait a while longer to get this day started."
Super chatty? Nope. My brain now seems to need time to be able to put a complete sentence together. Michael is the same way in the morning so I think he really enjoys this change. I am no longer throwing questions at him left and right.
And start work at 6 a.m.? I am often still SLEEPING at 6 a.m.
I think midlife is a transition period for women in many ways. Obviously there are all of the physical things that go on, but I also think it is Mother Nature's way of easing me toward retirement. I think I am practicing for sleeping in when I no longer have to be up for work. At least I'm trying to find a positive in this and for the moment that is it.
Unfortunately, Mother Nature doesn't seem to realize I have 10-14 years before I can retire.
This could be a very long training period.
And a very foggy one.
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